Leaving work

A few weeks ago I thought giving up my job would be a piece of cake. Now, I have been feeling like I am going to miss it. Could be the pregnancy hormones, Ha! But no really, I will miss the interaction with my loyal clients. You should have seen the reaction on my clients face today when she found out I would not be working after the baby. Her jaw dropped and she just rubbed her face. I was worried that I may get scolded. LOL. She was dissapointed but understood. I know that when Olivia gets here I wont be thinking about anything but her well being though. Not to mention taking care of a baby on top of all the other house chores, grocery shopping and everyday cleaning I do.

I am(or..was?) considering working a couple of days a week just to keep my clients who come regularly. I just dont know if I will want to when she gets here. So, until she gets here and makes up my mind for me, I am sticking with being a full time SAHM. Me and Justin have always wanted it that way, so why change it now.

Besides, if I get chosen to be on Disney's Mom's Panel, that will keep me busy enough! :) I will be applying in September with the MP. I totally think I am more than qualified to answer questions and help others plan Disney trips. My passion, among other things, is Walt Disney World. I even read about all the secrets behind Disney, it's just fascinating to me!
Wish me luck and cross your fingers!

For my cupcake.

I saw these in a magazine last night and I have to buy one for Olivia. A cupcake hat, oh yes. They looked handmade, as in ETSY, and they are! I was pleasantly surprised. They are by Artology on etsy. I hope we have some cold weather for a while so she can wear it!

Pregnancy rant number one.

Work has officially started getting on my nerves pretty badly. What used to be an enjoyable job has turned into what seems like a prison. My best friend at work was let go from the company and ever since then things haven't been the same. She made everything fun and entertaining. My only form of entertainment now is dealing with psychotic clients, boy, is that fun! Lately, work has been putting me in a bad mood even after I have left for the day. This bothers me.
This is such an important time in my life, I am having my first child. I will never get to experience things the way I am experiencing them right now. This happiness is being taken away from me. Is it on purpose? I don't know. I feel like everyone has their opinion about MY life, and they don't really even know me, honestly. If they did they would never say some things they say. Would you ask a pregnant woman if she is going to be bored or get tired of being at home with her new baby? Or would you talk constantly about how bad pregnancy was and how when the baby gets here sleep time is over, party is over.
I'm not sure what childhood they had, but mine was awesome. Filled with endless love from my parents and everyone who surrounded me. My mom stayed at home with us and put us first. My parents managed to provide us with nice things, go on fun vacations and enjoy the most simple things in life. They taught us to appreciate life and each other. So, my "family values" may be different from theirs. I just wish I didn't have to hear their negative comments anymore. My life is going to be so good when Olivia arrives. How could they take something so special and make it negative? I'm so happy that I have the sense to know not to act this way towards others. My parents need to train these people how to have some manners, and keep their mouth's shut.

Thank you, I feel better. :) 2 Months until I am free...

17 Week Check-Up

Today I had my 17 week check up at the OB. I was relieved to find out that everything was okay. I am always surprised when they say everything is fine, for some reason. Maybe I am used to bad things happening, as far as health and hospital things are concerned. Every thing has moved along smoothly. Almost in a scary kinda way. I guess what ever is meant to be...will happen.

We're working on names for our baby girl. Atleast we have it narrowed down a whole bunch more than we did. Everyone is asking what we are naming the baby, mostly because they want to put their two cents in, so I just tell them that we are still thinking about it.

I have learned that when you are either getting married or having a baby, everyone wants you to hear their opinion. And then I have to pretend like I am really interested and listening...The usual stuff. I am so used to by now I just smile and say thank you.